Jean-Charles Bedard Painting by Eric Mailhot

eric-mailhot-february-2019-icon-ericzoneMy grandfather had his 100th birthday on September 8th, 2018 and passed away on January 7th, 2019. My mother and my aunt were with him during the night and i received the call early in the morning. The news did not hurt me as much as I thought it should have, to the point where I almost felt ashamed. It then dawned on me that I had, unconsciously and preemptively, been processing my grief while creating his portrait. The artwork is based on a photo I took of him during Xmas 2017 and is my first true attempt at a classical, figurative and large-scale painting. It is only fitting that this depiction would be of my grand-father, Jean-Charles Bédard.

About the process

The whole process began in the cold month of March of 2018. In order to prepare myself, I sketched and painted two portraits onto smaller canvases. The purpose was warm up my dexterous fingers,  but more importantly, to better acquaint myself with my grandfather’s face and to figure out certain technical details before moving onto the larger canvas. (see my Behance page for more images during the creative process)

jcbedard 9avril2019For this project, I also wanted to have my first attempt at gold leaf gilding. I had initially been interested by the idea of gold leaf by watching a BBC documentary about the color gold, in which the famous Richard II portrait is shown. Created in the 1390’s by a forgotten artist, this artwork (today exhibited at Westminster Abbey) was instrumental in my quest to understand this process. After watching a few videos on YouTube and doing some preliminary tests on other paintings, I was confident in my ability to make good use of this fascinating method for this project. The effect of the gold looks heavenly, akin to what the medieval churches of Europe hoped to achieve in their holy depictions hundreds of years ago.

Another significant actor in the painting is the blue window. This important element not only creates duality through the color symmetry and opposite light sources, but it also conveys the symbolic idea of time by adding depth of field to the portrait. As a teenager, I had friends that lived in the house that is seen in the window. So, on a deeper and personal level, the blue house encompasses those uneasy emotions we feel, looking back on life. The window also might represent mortality and the afterlife, which adds another level of conceptual contrast. In any case, whatever direction you choose to look at it, life or death, this painting is about contemplating time.

Fine art should always be in line with an intellectual pursuit that either stems from or brings about each given project. I’m a firm believer that art should always convey some form of social commentary. That is why I’m not a fan of purely decorative art.

A life story

Back in 2006, at the behest of my mother, I had interviewed my grandfather over the course of a few recording sessions. The stories of his life are very inspirational and helped me a great deal to push ahead in those late evenings where fatigue gnawed relentlessly at my artistic resolve. Hours of recording tell of his life as a kid growing up in Quebec city, then of his draft in the army onto the war in Europe and his later years as a family man. I hope to some day create a graphic novel out of those priceless recordings and to highlight his contribution to Canada’s historical heritage in the second world war.

A bit of history

Interesting fact, this was not the first painting of Jean-Charles Bédard. Following the end of the second world war, my grandfather was stationed on Wangerooge island as part of the allied occupation army. I believe that it was around that time that he had his portrait done by J. Menzel, a European artist in 1945.

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Paint a Pixel

A few hours spent in front of a canvas working on a painting that is taking a while to finish. Hopefully i can get it done before i get tired of looking at it.
A few years ago, while working in the marketing department at Ubisoft Montreal, i had been invited to take into better consideration the art of painting. It was suggested that doing so would benefit the work i did in photoshop. A better understanding of colors and paint techniques would have a positive impact on my ability to push pixels. In retrospect, i feel it may be the other way around. Working with layers in photoshop and all of those screenshots that i worked on have allowed me to look at painting with a new appreciation and understanding. Hopefully it will have taught me enough patience, for i feel i may require a lot of it before i’m done this latest paint project.

Quelques heures devant un canvas à travailler sur une peinture qui prend du temps à terminer. J’espère que je serai en mesure de finir tout ça avant que je soit tanné de la regarder.
Il y a quelques années, lors de mon séjour dans le département de marketing chez Ubisoft, on m’avait conseillé de renouer avec l’art de la peinture. Il m’avait été suggéré que ceci pourrait m’aider dans mon travail avec photoshop. Une meilleure compréhension de la couleur et des techniques de peinture aurait un impacte positif sur mon abilité de pousser les pixels. Quand j’y pense, je crois bien que ça été l’inverse qui s’est produit. Le fait d’avoir travaillé dans photoshop sur toutes ces images m’aura permis de jeter un nouveau regard, de développer une meilleur compréhension et appréciation pour la peinture. J’espère surtout que mon expérience virtuelle m’aura permise d’apprivoiser assez de patience puisque je crois en avoir de besoin pour ce projet de peinture interminable.